500 miles
having so many things to deal with in my life is so frustrating when i'm just trying to spend time with my partner.. i guess the biggest issues i face is my insomnia and my workload as of late
recently i've gotten so tired that i'm sleepy by 9, and then when i get into bed just to relax i already fall asleep!!!!!! i write to him and talk to him every night but now it's been kind of every other night. and it's really frustrating because i already went a week without writing in my houneal because of my cruise, and when i go overseas in a few weeks i won't be writing to him for 2. weeks. and that makes me really sad because i'm going to miss talking to him dearly. maybe i'm too used to being in constant contact with him that i forgot that our love still exists beyond letters and conversations.
i'm just busy... he tells me he understands and be still loves me which i really truly appreciate but i really want to be with him as much as i can, and i want to have him in my everyday life as often as possible because i can't even be with him myself!!!! we're complete universes away. is it so wrong for me to miss my husband that much?
the only comfort i've had have been his words and when i wrote to him and talked to him on valentines. I sigh aloud i really love him i get so anxious when i notice the distance between us